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13 Apr 2013 - 22:12100911
Seeing photos/comments/etc on fb of and from a certain person is still really upsetting for me. It's a really long story that I don't wan to go into. I just can't deal with this at all.

I don't know why I still care this much


On a minor note, my tv keeps turning on at 2am and i can't work out why..


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14 Apr 2013 - 02:45100923
Quote Ice-climber:
Seeing photos/comments/etc on fb of and from a certain person is still really upsetting for me. It's a really long story that I don't wan to go into. I just can't deal with this at all.

I don't know why I still care this much


On a minor note, my tv keeps turning on at 2am and i can't work out why..


The house is clearly haunted by a ghost who likes to watch TV at 2am.


I've had similar experiences with other sites; it's not nice. You'll get over it when you're ready to. In the mean time, try to focus on other things, even if it's not easy.


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14 Apr 2013 - 10:05100924
Quote Ice-climber:
On a minor note, my tv keeps turning on at 2am and i can't work out why..


Since I can't help with the main issue...

Do you leave it on standby? There's all kinds of things that could prvide a similar enough signal to your on button. Switch it off physically. (if it is off manually, then yeah, you've got a poltergeist )


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14 Apr 2013 - 14:23100934
At the moment I'm getting pretty ticked off at how often people are rewarded for their stupidity. The people who keep to the not-so-hard to follow rules get it rubbed in their faces.

I've been ill a lot lately too, but others are finding ways to throw stress in my direction and it makes it pretty difficult to get better, then they wonder why I'm mysteriously 'getting ill all the time' Even going as far as to get annoyed at me for being ill. As much as I'd love to be able to control my body and its capabilities, I cant and I'm stuck in this miserable situation (not brought upon myself) for a very long time.


14 Apr 2013 - 15:49100938
Quote PandoraCaitiff:
Quote Ice-climber:
On a minor note, my tv keeps turning on at 2am and i can't work out why..


Since I can't help with the main issue...

Do you leave it on standby? There's all kinds of things that could prvide a similar enough signal to your on button. Switch it off physically. (if it is off manually, then yeah, you've got a poltergeist )


Either that or Dave is really the Midnight Channel


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15 Apr 2013 - 12:08100987
Quote Angel Tear:
At the moment I'm getting pretty ticked off at how often people are rewarded for their stupidity. The people who keep to the not-so-hard to follow rules get it rubbed in their faces.

I've been ill a lot lately too, but others are finding ways to throw stress in my direction and it makes it pretty difficult to get better, then they wonder why I'm mysteriously 'getting ill all the time' Even going as far as to get annoyed at me for being ill. As much as I'd love to be able to control my body and its capabilities, I cant and I'm stuck in this miserable situation (not brought upon myself) for a very long time.


Considering how ill you've been for the amount of time, I'm gonna go an say that I think it's at least partially to do with stress. I'll start loitering on Skype if you want so you can just release it all.



I shared something with my bf, cause, considering the amount of time I've known him before going out with him, I thought I could trust him with it. Except he went and told a friend of his, IDK so he could make him jealous, or something. He knew how I felt about it, he told me he wouldn't tell anyone, and yet he did. Now I'm feeling super betrayed and feel like I can't tell him jack or trust in what he says.


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15 Apr 2013 - 12:55100989
Quote NixieThePixie:
Quote Angel Tear:
I've been ill a lot lately too, but others are finding ways to throw stress in my direction and it makes it pretty difficult to get better, then they wonder why I'm mysteriously 'getting ill all the time' Even going as far as to get annoyed at me for being ill. As much as I'd love to be able to control my body and its capabilities, I cant and I'm stuck in this miserable situation (not brought upon myself) for a very long time.


Considering how ill you've been for the amount of time, I'm gonna go an say that I think it's at least partially to do with stress. I'll start loitering on Skype if you want so you can just release it all.


I don't usually come on here, but I just happen to read this and thought I'd say that I think Nicola is right. You probably get stressed a lot so that makes you feel really ill.

I noticed last year and during my A levels I would often get ill during exam season and sometimes during con season as I cared a bit more about cosplay back then. These would be awful headaches and cold symptoms, the headaches I found the worse though because I couldn't study straight.

These days I'm a bit more chilled out and haven't gotten as ill any more (Ignore the past 2 weeks I've had the flu, that wasn't stress related XD), so maybe you need people to be more calming around you and for yourself to relax a bit

Feel free to chat via FB, I'm all open ears~ <3

So someone needs to kick me up the backside to do some work or else I'll get ill again myself in the next couple of weeks, because I'm sensing I will be very very ill soon if I don't do some work. ALL OF THE DEADLINES have sprung up D:


16 Apr 2013 - 09:46101048
Quote NixieThePixie:

I shared something with my bf, cause, considering the amount of time I've known him before going out with him, I thought I could trust him with it. Except he went and told a friend of his, IDK so he could make him jealous, or something. He knew how I felt about it, he told me he wouldn't tell anyone, and yet he did. Now I'm feeling super betrayed and feel like I can't tell him jack or trust in what he says.


Don't let anyone in, untill you know enough about them that means a lot more to them.

There are stages of closeness, and there's that last step that no-one can get past. Except for me it's 4-5 steps that I won't let anyone past, ever. Saying that you're doing well to get that close.

Not gonna offer you sympathy Nixie, you're dating a lad and that's to be expected. You're looking for a man, one day you'll get that guy.


16 Apr 2013 - 15:05101068
Quote JaeXD:
Quote NixieThePixie:

I shared something with my bf, cause, considering the amount of time I've known him before going out with him, I thought I could trust him with it. Except he went and told a friend of his, IDK so he could make him jealous, or something. He knew how I felt about it, he told me he wouldn't tell anyone, and yet he did. Now I'm feeling super betrayed and feel like I can't tell him jack or trust in what he says.


Don't let anyone in, untill you know enough about them that means a lot more to them.

There are stages of closeness, and there's that last step that no-one can get past. Except for me it's 4-5 steps that I won't let anyone past, ever. Saying that you're doing well to get that close.

Not gonna offer you sympathy Nixie, you're dating a lad and that's to be expected. You're looking for a man, one day you'll get that guy.


I agree, there's still a lot of things I haven't told Rob yet and it took me a while to say stuff to him when we first started going out and you know how long we'd been going out. I'm not saying don't trust anyone because I can't help but trust people I think people need to trust each other I hate it when people say "I don't trust anyone" because whats a world without trust but because I'm a ferret which is a mustelid meaning I have trouble letting my guard down and saying how I feel because mustelids hate feeling vunerable and that includes telling Rob.
Anyway, you've got to look for someone you can totally trust like me and Rob. You want someone you can lie in bed and watch moe anime possibly nakey if you like but have that level of trust to feel like you can say anything to one another without the other telling someone and accepts you for you, I was lucky and Rob already knew a lot of the quirks that came with Bridie and if this guy really likes you he'll look past those and accept you for you, and vice versa look past stuff and get to trusting and loving =D
I'm sorry that was long but I'm a sap and I like lovey stuff so ignore it if its mean or anything and especially ignore the bit where I said I was a ferret XD


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16 Apr 2013 - 15:56101076
Quote catnip_Dream:
Quote JaeXD:
Quote NixieThePixie:

I shared something with my bf, cause, considering the amount of time I've known him before going out with him, I thought I could trust him with it. Except he went and told a friend of his, IDK so he could make him jealous, or something. He knew how I felt about it, he told me he wouldn't tell anyone, and yet he did. Now I'm feeling super betrayed and feel like I can't tell him jack or trust in what he says.


Don't let anyone in, untill you know enough about them that means a lot more to them.

There are stages of closeness, and there's that last step that no-one can get past. Except for me it's 4-5 steps that I won't let anyone past, ever. Saying that you're doing well to get that close.

Not gonna offer you sympathy Nixie, you're dating a lad and that's to be expected. You're looking for a man, one day you'll get that guy.


I agree, there's still a lot of things I haven't told Rob yet and it took me a while to say stuff to him when we first started going out and you know how long we'd been going out. I'm not saying don't trust anyone because I can't help but trust people I think people need to trust each other I hate it when people say "I don't trust anyone" because whats a world without trust but because I'm a ferret which is a mustelid meaning I have trouble letting my guard down and saying how I feel because mustelids hate feeling vunerable and that includes telling Rob.
Anyway, you've got to look for someone you can totally trust like me and Rob. You want someone you can lie in bed and watch moe anime possibly nakey if you like but have that level of trust to feel like you can say anything to one another without the other telling someone and accepts you for you, I was lucky and Rob already knew a lot of the quirks that came with Bridie and if this guy really likes you he'll look past those and accept you for you, and vice versa look past stuff and get to trusting and loving =D
I'm sorry that was long but I'm a sap and I like lovey stuff so ignore it if its mean or anything and especially ignore the bit where I said I was a ferret XD


Jae: The thing is is that he knew it was a big deal :/ On the plus side, he actually told me that he did it and apologised for it, even though the likelihood of me finding out was next to nothing as his friend didn't give a damn. He was more caught up/jealous of the fact I'm a cosplayer and planning LoL cosplays. I'm not as angry about it today, as really, the thing is that big of a deal, it's more the principle I'm annoyed/upset over.

Bridie: He's not bothered about my quirks; he's had a year and a half to learn about my quirks, and does know them.


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18 Apr 2013 - 13:42101195
OK I want to kill someone (believe me when I say I have targets in mind).

So, I've got cold and not feeling so great. I'm still stressed over a couple of personal problems, and will probably remain so until they are sorted. Today, I'v just felt really bad about one thing in particular. Feeling like the person involved should really get their head out of their ass and actually say something.

All of this made worse by yet another job centre/jsa screw up. My claim has been closed. Why? For not attending appointments. The big problem with this is that I have not missed one at all. Gotten nowhere with phone calls, and now I'm waiting for someone to call so this shit can be sorted out.


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22 Apr 2013 - 16:26101389
I do clerical work, so I'm no stranger to paperwork, but I hate with the intensity of a thousand suns, pointless, excessive BS paperwork.

Especially when it is audited by anal-retentive, jobsworth, letter-of-the-law, pedantic, blinkered f-wits!

Paperless Office my shiny metal ass!


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25 Apr 2013 - 12:31101536
I just feel really crap right now. I'm just so restless and unable to concentrate on anything.


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25 Apr 2013 - 19:02101549
The university that I was gonna go to have decided to cancel their course for 2013/14

I've emailed asking if they'll be doing it the year after, but still, I'm really cut up about it.


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25 Apr 2013 - 19:53101556
I don't normally moan here, but my cape lining is causing me no end of stress. It simply doesn't want to behave and I'm just going to have to live with it


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26 Apr 2013 - 13:41101580
It's amazing how people manage to find new ways to shit on you. These days it just takes that to put me off track for the rest of the day. I dont -want- to be angry, believe me I'd rather be sunshine and rainbows all the time.

And also, I've been watching what I eat (like a frickin' hawk) and exercising until the cows come home and yet I put weight on?! What is this?!?!! *tableflip*


26 Apr 2013 - 13:53101581
Quote Angel Tear:
It's amazing how people manage to find new ways to shit on you. These days it just takes that to put me off track for the rest of the day. I dont -want- to be angry, believe me I'd rather be sunshine and rainbows all the time.

And also, I've been watching what I eat (like a frickin' hawk) and exercising until the cows come home and yet I put weight on?! What is this?!?!! *tableflip*


That happens to me too it sucks when you work hard, do you think you could possibly be gaining muscle?


26 Apr 2013 - 15:00101585
It's possible. I've not been too well lately so by getting back in the swing of it might have kicked some back into gear.

I've had a good cry though, so I'll just pick myself up again and carry on what I'm doing!


26 Apr 2013 - 16:26101590
Quote Angel Tear:
It's possible. I've not been too well lately so by getting back in the swing of it might have kicked some back into gear.

I've had a good cry though, so I'll just pick myself up again and carry on what I'm doing!


I really hope things get better for you.


26 Apr 2013 - 19:30101601
Thank you I had a walk and it helped loads, grabbed some healthy food from tesco on the way back too. It's generally not helpful when the house is empty.


01 May 2013 - 07:11101858
My boss has been off sick for a week now, and because no-one seems to be bothered about checking the schedules, I'm currently stuck 'assisting' on another site.

I wouldn't mind so much, except that there isn't enough work to do, so I'm constantly stuck at my desk with nothing to do. Even the regulars are struggling to find work.

I know this shouldn't seem so bad, but my boss relies on us having a busy workload, and there are going to be questions as to why my productivity has dropped so rapidly, given that I can easily log 10-12 jobs a day, but I'm struggling to do that in a whole week right now...


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01 May 2013 - 11:58101876
Just some costume frustration for me this time.

I've been trying to work on a few things but money problems have kind of messed things up a bit. I had planned one project for MCM but that doesn't look like it's going to happen. I've been trying to work on a few things, small parts that should take too much cash to do in while I try to sort things out.

The problem is I had a stockpiled materials last year for a big project for Ayacon (was planning to enter Eurocosplay with it). I'm not sure if I'd be able to do it, or what to do with the other projects.


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01 May 2013 - 13:52101898
Grrr! Currently being frustrated by several very small but stressful things that I cannot do anything about.


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20 May 2013 - 12:23102815
I'm getting very irked by the anti-equal-marriage campaign right now. Particularly the way their spokespeople keep spouting lies and mistruths, and ignoring valid questions and criticisms of their stance.

Every excuse they've put forward can be shot down easily, but they still continue. I wish they'd just be honest and admit they're bigots!

(And that's speaking as a non-gay person who has no plans to get married)


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20 May 2013 - 13:08102816
Quote PandoraCaitiff:
I'm getting very irked by the anti-equal-marriage campaign right now. Particularly the way their spokespeople keep spouting lies and mistruths, and ignoring valid questions and criticisms of their stance.

Every excuse they've put forward can be shot down easily, but they still continue. I wish they'd just be honest and admit they're bigots!

(And that's speaking as a non-gay person who has no plans to get married)


The problem is that they can never really state their real reason, which is that they believe homosexuality to be wrong, so they have to make up other reasons. If you want to feel better though go look at George Takei responding to some of their arguments: http://www.buzzfeed.com/mjs538/george-takei-responds-to-traditional-marriage-fans


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