I got my mock GCSE results back.
And they were awful. =\
So i'm having to spend my weeks worth of half term like a normal school week studying and doing coursework to boost up my grades. =(
Also that theres not jobs going at the moment and I have no time, so my cosplaying hobby has kinda grinded to a halt. =(

Gah! My brother re-booted his computer and I had my all my JapanEx 07 and AmeCon 07 saved on his computer. All my 2007 pics are gone *cries* and that was the only year when I wore my Sakura Taisen cosplay, so now I have no pics of that cosplay *cries again*
Luckily all my 05, 06 and 08 Expo/Con/cosplay pics are on my laptop, so they are safe.

I'm in the process of being completely and utterly screwed over by a soon-to-be ex-friend, who has the worst case of selective perception I've ever seen in my life. Suffice it to say, I'm tired of bending over backwards for her, so I've decided that I'm not going to anymore.

In its most simplified form, the situation is that she currently has an old mobile phone handset of mine, which I've told her I want her to return to me. I also have a few of her possessions in my care, which I will duly return to her once she gets my property back to me.

And then she's on her own. Goodbye to bad rubbish.

There's so many issues between me and my ex at the moment it is beyond funny. He can't seem to understand that I can no longer be friends with him, I'm getting nothing out of it but pain.

And I feel very behind on cosplay. Still fretting about making a dress from scratch.

I've just had to reboot my pc again after another virus attack. This time it was becasue I didn't realise that Vista dosen't set up the security automatically like older OS's. In the process I've lost all my music and about 5 years worth of photos. Most of the photos I can save thru Facebook and Photobucket (they will need resizing) but not all.

*hugs to all those who have had a bad Valetines*

I don't believe in Valetines day anymore due to a relationship ending on it.

Damn you mahoosive calves, it makes it impossible for me to buy boots! ;-;

I found these perfect pair of boots, cheap, for Jeanne so I asked for the measurements. My calves JUST go over the size, aaaargh. I'm awaiting another reply from the other seller who has the perfect boots too, pleeeease me a very large size! xD

I can't find them anywhere in normal shops so either these have to do or I make boot covers [which I don't want to do cause I'd have to buy base shoes/boots anyway!] God damnit why can't I have smaller legs like other girls my age...
I also have very wide feet but I can usually squeeze into smaller widths =] *they're off the scale LOL*

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I lost out on a bid (listing ended while at work) for the perfect pair of shoes for Rinoa. Dammit I should have bid higher, I thought no-one else wanted them ='(

That I was a total idiot and managed to spill chocolate mousse AND diet coke over my goth-loli Pjs >.< I'm not usually that clumsy honest...*shifty eyes*

Oh yeah...and Valentines day sucked as usual...

Lucky me found another pair in my size

*starts bidding war with a vengence*

I wish you luck in your bidding battle.

I've managed to save most of my pics but the ones that are missing are the ones that I've had taken with Celebs.

Sorry you lost your pics Sephirayne =( I would be gutted if same happened to me.

jjprob can't meet me next week to start working on our skit for May. Bummer.

Guuuuuuh... My family are psychos. I wont go into it, but I swear one day someone's gonna pull out a knife from somewhere and do a big homicide thing. I'm not joking. So scared I might get a phonecall one weekend while at my BF's.

Also, My Zack Shoulder pads are being awefully fiddly. They are going to work! But at the moment it's just annoying me trying to get the shape. Getting their though and still have alot to do on them!

Hmm this thread is rather 'deep' in places, haha i know its not as bad as some others, but im sad because half term is practically over now

Didn't get my cosplay finished for Midlands tomorrow. :/ Shego is getting a re-wear.

didnt get paid today and it hindered my steampunk outfit, so im hoping next week O_o there better not be alot of sort out stuff

Had to pull out of midlands expo. Its for a film casting so I don't mind too much.

I may have to delay my main cosplay for Minamicon. Which I think will disappoint a few peeps as they are keen to see it (I'm keen to have fun being reallllyyy evil). But with the possible filming coming up I won't have time to put that much work into it.

My laptop had died, my Yasu cosplay is a little more rushed than I would of liked, the bald cap is not so good, and no one from before is going to Midlands Expo ;(.
(Though I hope to see some of you from here there)

Ehehe end of half term=NOOO
My Zhen Ji costume may be slightly f***ed >.<
Aaand I broke my phone D: Me no likey

Im starving but i cant afford any dinner! Having to put together a portfolio of half- finished projects and trying to keep up with all the new stuff i have to do too

My dog was just killed by a car and I feel like it's all my fault. She was only a year old too.
I feel like I have lost a piece of my soul and I feel like I have taken a life. I have never cried so much in years.
Still struggling to recompose myself.

Oh my. I'm so sorry for your loss.

I'm currantly worried that of accidently upset a good friend through my LJ.

Aghh dude dogs are the awesome animals on the planet, I have two and I cant nor want to imagine how that feels im really sorry bro.

Thank you Ayacon for being scheduled on the exact same weekend as Bloodstock Open Air.

I hate you so much right now for making me miss Satyricon.

=hugs= for you. Losing a beloved pet is always painful - one of my cats was hit by a car a few years ago and I cried for days - so my sympathies

Right now I'm just worried about my Minami cosplays. I still have quite a bit to do on them but have barely started, mostly due to either having work to do or feeling tired because of my work. Two of them are being made for my friend as well, and I already let him down with both Amecon and the Cosplay Ball so there's extra pressure. Add in that I'm scared of my wigs and have a general lack of confidence in much of what I have to do and it's all a bit of a mess, really

Thanks for the support guys. ^^
It haunts me less today but there is still a sombre mood in the house.